depression

No one died and I didn’t throw up on my shoes

November 5, 2010

ShareWednesday night I did stand up comedy. For the first time in nearly 2 years. And probably possibly for the last time. Earlier in the day, I confessed to one of my mastermind buddies that I wasn’t in the mood for performing. She told me that her standard for success in something like that was: [...]

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Decisions, actions, feelings, thoughts (the acronym makes me smile)

February 22, 2010

ShareI am leaving Mexico. Joe is staying on the boat. I’m going to BC. (No, we’re not breaking up.) After several weeks of wondering if my environment was causing contributing to my depression. I decided that it didn’t matter. Leaving would not make it worse. Worst case scenario, I end up depressed in BC. At [...]

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Possibly bipolar, probably not a bear

February 13, 2010

ShareI’ve been busy pondering the mystery of why I feel *more* depressed after not drinking for nearly a month. Then Havi provided a clue, with a link to Bipolar Bears on her blog. She also noted that “Depression isn’t funny.” I say: “To hell with that! Because *I am* depressed, I have free rein to [...]

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Awareness, acceptance…and lots of analysis

December 12, 2009

ShareI feel better about everything today. The situation itself hasn’t changed, but my feelings around it have. Why? share:Bookmark on DeliciousDigg this postRecommend on Facebookshare via RedditShare with StumblersTweet about itTell a friend

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